The Blessing of Moving From Home to Home

Photo courtesy of Kim Harms

I remember the day I realized I married a mover.

I’m not talking about a guy who drives a big truck and makes his money relocating other people. Corey wanted to move me. Every two or three years.

“It will be a great financial investment,” he said. “Plus you’ll get to live in a brand new house every few years.”

“Are you on drugs?” is what I wanted to say, but what came out was more like, “Can we explore our options before we decide on that game plan?”

moving     I appreciated Corey’s goal. I understood that as a construction engineer, he could probably build a home economically, and we could make some money from its sale. But I was pretty sure he had grossly miscalculated the actual work of moving.  And what about putting down roots and turning a house into our home?

I lived in the same house from birth to age 18. To me, home had a specific non-changing address.

I wanted to settle into a cute little bungalow where we’d mark our kids’ ever-changing heights in Sharpie on the trim of a doorway and spend summer evenings relaxing on a front porch swing.

But that was not to be.

It was with much self-pity that I reluctantly gave in to my hubby’s desires and packed up our first img_0901little house. As I bubble-wrapped dishes and mourned the loss of our plum trees, I had to remind myself that it wasn’t the end of the world.

I survived that first move, and I quickly grew to love the new home Corey built, secretly (or maybe not so secretly) hoping he would not make me move again.

I loved the location. I loved that our sons played kickball with their friends in the cul-de-sac. And I loved that they brought home frogs from the neighbor’s creek. I allowed myself to become emotionally attached to our second home.

As the two year mark approached and the for sale sign went up in the yard, I started having what I can only assume were mild panic attacks. Waking numerous times in the night with my heart racing and my head spinning. I didn’t want to sell that house. I didn’t want to pack. And I didn’t want someone else’s kids to play kickball on my cul-de-sac.

I tried to manipulate persuade Corey at least a dozen times to stay in that house. And he always listened, but he didn’t change his mind.

“But Kim, you do realize that we’ll move into another nice house. Probably just down the street. And remember this is an investment.”

I got it. I really did. I just didn’t like it.

But I did get sick of gritting my teeth and begrudgingly going along with the plan. I realized I needed to make a choice. I could continue live in a state of discontent, or I could get on board with my husband and attempt to enjoy the ride.

Several moves later, I can honestly say I do.

When I started actively looking for the positives, I was pleasantly surprised by the evolution of my feelings. What started as a choice to love Corey by changing my attitude, ended with a complete change in my perspective.

for saleI began to look at myself as a partner in Corey’s home building endeavors. He has the perfect skillset to go with his goals, but he doesn’t have the time to do the mundane parts of the process. The constant cleaning to prepare for realtor showings, the packing, the unpacking and the reorganizing are all things I had time to do as a stay-at-home mom. And when I consider the profits made, my efforts have earned a decent wage.

I have also learned the art of letting go; something I’m sure my children will appreciate someday when I’m gone, and they are tasked with getting rid of my stuff. I am 100 percent certain that I have zero percent risk of becoming a hoarder. Once you’ve moved a few times, you think about your possessions differently. Is it heavy and awkward or sitting in a corner gathering dust? Then it’s gone.

And I have surprisingly found an adventurous spirit within me. Where will we live next? How long will it take to sell our house? Will we have to squeeze into a tiny apartment for a few months again?

People frequently tell me we are crazy. I laugh and shrug it off, but I was right there with them a few years ago. Moving was not my dream, in fact, it found its way into my nightmares.

But through this process I have received something infinitely more valuable than an unchanging house number or the proceeds we receive after a sale. I have learned what is really important, and it’s not the four walls that surround me. It’s the family with whom I share them.


Kim Harms

Kim Harms is a writer and speaker who is represented by Literary Agent Karen Neumair of Credo Communications. She is under contract with Familius Publishing for her first book, tentatively titled Life Reconstructed. Harms has a degree in English: Literary Studies from Iowa State University and was a regular contributor at the former Today's Christian Woman. She underwent a bilateral mastectomy and reconstruction surgeries in 2016 after being diagnosed with breast cancer and writes about her Life Reconstructed at Central Iowa is home, and she lives there with her husband Corey and their 3 ever-growing man-children.

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  1. Kim,
    What a timely read as we are getting ready to list our house in Southern Minnesota to relocate to the twin cities. I remember discussing your first move when we were in New Orleans together. Isn’t it amazing to see how God changes attitudes. I, too, always dreamed of having the stable family home – I think we’ve had that but it just has been in different locations! Thanks for sharing this.

    1. I hope your move goes well. There’s a whole new element of challenges thrown in when you move to a new community. I am thankful that all of our moves have been in the same area. I hope it will stay that way, but if it doesn’t, I may need to contact you for advice 😉

      (I loved that New Orleans trip. It seems like forever ago!)

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